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  <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 01:32:05 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>David Anders &quot;Adam Monroe&quot; character featured on EW.Com</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.ew.com/ew/gallery/0,,20181426_15,00.html&quot;&gt;EW.Com &lt;/a&gt;created a list of their 17 favorite immortal characters.&amp;nbsp; Adam Monroe/Takezo Kensei (portrayed by David Anders) made number 16 on the list.&amp;nbsp; Screenshot of his section below: &lt;br /&gt; &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v367/toxickarma/daew1.jpg&quot; /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 26 Feb 2008 03:57:24 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>The time I met a Grammy award winner...and didn&apos;t realize it!</title>
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  <description>Here in my little corner of the world (Minneapolis, Minnesota) we have a music scene which I am very proud to live amongst.  Our local artists are clever, prolific, and overall quite kind people.  At this point, I&apos;m familiar with most of them...but last night, I had a major dork moment.  =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At this point, I&apos;m going to rewind time to April 2007.  Last April, I went to a Mat Kearney concert.  At this concert, he had another musician with him on stage...my sisters and I quickly began referring to that mystery man as &quot;Hot Guitarist.&quot;  Because, as you may have guessed, the guy was HOT.  Now despite my fangirly adoration for the likes of David Anders, Gale Harold, and Jim Sturgess...it is actually pretty rare for me to encounter a man that I find so attractive I would refer to him as hot.  But this guitarist...well he was fricken&apos; gorgeous.  During the whole concert, I took two pictures of Mat Kearney, and about 13 pictures of &apos;Hot Guitarist&apos;.  For two weeks after that concert, my sisters and I were still discussing &apos;Hot Guitarist&apos; and relating the tales of his hotness and appearance to all of our girlfriends.  (Followed by laughter, and their agreement of his hotness upon further viewing of his pictures.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So...fast forward to last night.  My sisters and I, along with a handful of our friends, attended the Absentstar concert at The Varsity Theater. An hour into the show, my sisters and I walked up to the bar.  Standing in front of us in line was...you guessed it...&apos;Hot Guitarist&apos;.  We had NO idea he lived in Minnesota.  So my sister Amanda said to him &quot;Are you Mat Kearney&apos;s guitarist?&quot; and he replied &quot;Yes, I&apos;ve worked on a lot of shows with Mat.&quot; and subsequent small talk was exchanged between us all.  He was a very nice man.  And as soon as he walked to the other side of the venue, my sisters and I had to laugh at the fact that we had once again encountered &apos;Hot Guitarist&apos;.  At this point, our friend Dan came up behind us and said &quot;Hey, you all know Tyler?&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At this point, Dan proceeded to tell us that Tyler is an AMAZING guitarist and songwriter... having worked with several great bands, including Audio Adrenaline. (They were a huge Christian Rock band a few years ago.)  Tyler is highly respected among the music community for his skills, and overall...just a &lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;really&lt;/span&gt; talented guy.  We felt quite sheepish that we&apos;d approached him as &quot;Mat Kearney&apos;s guitarist&quot; when in fact he&apos;s high profile enough to go by his name only... which we learned is Tyler Burkum.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So today I decided to do a bit more research on &apos;Hot Guitarist&apos; Tyler Burkum (whom I SERIOUSLY hope never stumbles upon this blog..or I would die of embarrassment for having been busted in my &apos;Hot Guitarist&apos; diatribe).  I googled him to try and ascertain the true spectrum of how successful and talented he really is…  Turns out, he’s pretty fricken’ successful.  He has his own Wikipedia page, several biography pages, and an official website.  Oh yeah, and there’s this little fun fact too:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Tyler Burkum is a two time Grammy Award winning American guitarist and songwriter.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/b&gt;Wow…. &lt;span style=&quot;text-decoration: underline;&quot;&gt;TWO&lt;/span&gt; Grammy’s…  I guess that means he’s accomplished a bit more in life than just being a hot guitarist, huh? &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/smilies/smilies/assorted/blush.gif&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So today I am obviously feeling a bit embarrassed by the whole encounter.  Even though the logical part of me is aware that to him, it was probably just exciting to be recognized by some fans that had enjoyed his performance during a concert last April.  For &lt;span style=&quot;text-decoration: underline;&quot;&gt;me&lt;/span&gt; &lt;b&gt;-&lt;/b&gt; A girl who greatly respects musicians and is dutifully reverent of grammy winners &lt;b&gt;-&lt;/b&gt; I rather wish that I had just shut my bloody mouth and continued to admire the &apos;Hot Guitarist&apos; from afar.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;A picture of &apos;Hot Guitarist&apos; Tyler Burkum below:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://img254.imageshack.us/my.php?image=image001kt5.png&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img254.imageshack.us/img254/4821/image001kt5.th.png&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;===============================================================================================</description>
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  <lj:music>&quot;If You Like It&quot; by Absentstar</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jan 2008 21:38:39 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I uploaded MORE David Anders videos...as well Jim Sturgess.</title>
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  <description>I thought that I&apos;d found all of the David Anders videos I had the last time I posted here...but I found one of my old laptops three days ago and discovered some videos on it that I&apos;d forgotten to transfer when I upgraded to a newer computer.  I uploaded the interview with David Anders and Greg Grunberg a few days ago...and today I uploaded an interview David gave on Soap Talk in 2004, as well a Public Service Announcement he made.  (The PSA is back when he still had his long hair...looks like it&apos;s from around season two of Alias.)  It was fun to see those videos again!  =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, I&apos;ve uploaded two (so far) videos of the actor Jim Sturgess to my Youtube account as well.  Any &quot;Sark&quot; fans out there should probably check out Jim if you&apos;ve never heard of him before.  He&apos;s British, he&apos;s got adorable dimples, a wonderful smile that even makes his eyes crinkle, and he&apos;s a talented singer.  He stars as Jude in the movie &quot;Across the Universe&quot; (coming to DVD on Feb 5th) and will be in the upcoming Kevin Spacey film &quot;21.&quot; The two videos I&apos;ve uploaded of him on Youtube each feature him singing some Beatles songs.  I&apos;m quite fond of him.  =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cheers, Rachel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/sarksmistress&quot;&gt;My YouTube Channel&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Some Jim Sturgess pictures...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://img521.imageshack.us/my.php?image=defaultsq1.jpg&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img521.imageshack.us/img521/1304/defaultsq1.th.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;  &lt;a href=&quot;http://img137.imageshack.us/my.php?image=jimsturgess1oct07ov6.jpg&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img137.imageshack.us/img137/1376/jimsturgess1oct07ov6.th.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.us&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;  &lt;a href=&quot;http://img257.imageshack.us/my.php?image=03138jb8.jpg&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img257.imageshack.us/img257/3508/03138jb8.th.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.us&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;  &lt;a href=&quot;http://img521.imageshack.us/my.php?image=banner2ti7.png&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img521.imageshack.us/img521/8995/banner2ti7.th.png&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;===============================================================================================</description>
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  <lj:music>&quot;Makes Me Happy&quot; by Drake Bell</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 29 Dec 2007 05:42:53 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I&apos;ve uploaded videos of David Anders</title>
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  <description>On this day in history, You Tube was made more attractive.  =)   I uploaded some of my old David Anders video files that have been in my hard drive for a while (some a few years) now.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-One is a clip from his short film &quot;Peacock.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-One is from the Rendezvous convention where he sang with Bradley Cooper and Melissa George. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-Three of the clips are of the interview he did on the TV Guide Channel show &quot;Tv Talk&quot;.  I&apos;ve always been bummed at the low quality of the original video, but it was still fun to watch it again.  Those clips took me a really long time to edit...the show is 30 minutes long, so I had to cut out a lot of the parts where Sarah Clarke was talking in order to make it shorter.  I wanted to edit it to run pretty smoothly though, so I had to time the scene cuts very precisely.  It&apos;s a good thing David is so damn handsome...it makes it easier to stare at his film clips for long periods of time while editing. =D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A few days ago I edited and uploaded the clips of him and Jennifer Garner hugging at the season 3 dvd release party; and I uploaded the video of him promoting the Alias game on Players.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All-in-all, I feel like I&apos;ve fulfilled my civic duty as a loyal Sark-ho for the end cap of this year.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Clips can be found here:  &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/sarksmistress&quot;&gt;My YouTube Channel&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Be well everyone!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cheers--Rachel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;-- Comments are always appreciated...whether here or at Youtube.  Otherwise I feel like I&apos;m just talking to myself. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;===============================================================================================</description>
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  <lj:music>&quot;Two&quot; by Ryan Adams</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 24 Dec 2007 19:09:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Tis the season to adore Sarkie.</title>
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  <description>&lt;div style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;I made a virtual Holiday card for David Anders a few years ago.  I thought I&apos;d repost it in honor of the Holiday season.&amp;nbsp; (It&apos;s behind the cut below.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Recently, I&apos;ve been going through my hard drive trying to organize my files.  I&apos;ve found some old video footage of David in there.  I&apos;ll be uploading the files to my Youtube account over the next week or so. (My Youtube Channel is listed on this page under the &quot;Explore Other Vineyards&quot; section on the right.)  I&apos;m editing the files first to take out the stuff that&apos;s not relevant to David. (Smaller files = better disk space.) I haven&apos;t checked my old desktop yet (I have to reconnect it) but I&apos;m fairly certain I have some old interview files on there which aren&apos;t even available anywhere else on the internet anymore.  I&apos;m really hoping that I didn&apos;t delete those files.  I won&apos;t say which ones they are, because I don&apos;t want to get anyone&apos;s hopes up in case they aren&apos;t on my hard drive.  But if I did keep them, I will post them soon.  (Those will take a bit longer to edit together, since the interview was broken up into several different videos.)  Have a Happy Holiday season everyone!  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P.S.  I also found some of the smiley&apos;s I made back when I used to run the David Anders Pictures forum at Sd-1.  I used to love pushing the limits there by making cheeky smileys and icons.  (I hid most of them behind the cut below to save space.)&amp;nbsp; Here&apos;s my Holiday set.  Please don&apos;t steal or re-post these smiley&apos;s, I made them for myself.  =) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/smilies/sarkiechristmas/1.png&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;More behind the cut&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/etc/toxickarmasarkcard1.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/smilies/sarkiechristmas/4.png&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/div&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;div style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/smilies/sarkiechristmas/7.png&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/div&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;div style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/smilies/sarkiechristmas/5.png&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/div&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;div style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/smilies/sarkiechristmas/3.png&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;*These belong to me...don&apos;t repost.&amp;nbsp; Grazie!&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;==================================================================================================&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/div&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>&quot;Everything&apos;s Gonna Be Cool This Christmas&quot; by The Eels</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 12 Nov 2007 03:06:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>He&apos;s still my favorite muse...</title>
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  <description>&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt; I&apos;ve been thrilled to watch David Anders on Heroes this year.&amp;nbsp; As everyone that knows me is aware (hell, it will probably say &quot;Sark&apos;s Mistress&quot; on my tombstone) the character of &lt;st1:place w:st=&quot;on&quot;&gt;Sark&lt;/st1:place&gt; from Alias (played by David Anders) is my favorite character of all time.&amp;nbsp; I&apos;ve watched David in all of his other projects because I love his charisma, and yes, he&apos;s not hard to look at either.&amp;nbsp; Yum!&amp;nbsp; My favorite non-Sark role has definitely been his Heroes work.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; Drunken, limey, samurai Kensei = Absolute brilliance!&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; =D&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; The character itself was vastly different from &lt;st1:place w:st=&quot;on&quot;&gt;Sark&lt;/st1:place&gt; in many ways.&amp;nbsp; (Yes, I am referring to the character of Kensei in the past tense due to the now public knowledge that Kensei has evolved into the character of Adam Monroe.)&amp;nbsp; However there were moments where &apos;the dark side&apos; came sifting behind David&apos;s eyes.&amp;nbsp; He has a amazing gift for showing emotions just beneath the surface.&lt;span style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;David seems to have chosen ‘biting his bottom lip, then slowly changing it into a smirk’ as his requisite ‘evil’ facial cue.&lt;span style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;And since the man’s got great lips and an incredibly sexy smirk, I fully support his ‘evil face’ decision. =)&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;Also, in an entirely coincidental &lt;i style=&quot;&quot;&gt;Kensei mirrors Sark&lt;/i&gt; moment, these little weapons pics make it blatantly clear to me why I’m enjoying him on Heroes so damn much.&lt;span style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;On one side, &lt;st1:place w:st=&quot;on&quot;&gt;Sark&lt;/st1:place&gt; with a sexy weapon.&lt;span style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;On the other side, Kensei with a sexy weapon.&lt;span style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;David’s certainly growing up…but still positively dreamy.&lt;span style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;*swoon*&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/daweapons.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;I haven’t made any fanart for quite a while.&lt;span style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I wanted a Kensei wallpaper for my desktop at work though, so I sat my bum down and dusted off my photoshop program.&lt;span style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Considering I haven’t dabbled with photo editing for nearly a year now, I am &lt;i style=&quot;&quot;&gt;very &lt;/i&gt;pleased with how this wallpaper turned out.&lt;span style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I’ve included a thumbnail below to show you.&lt;span style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The full wallpaper is behind the cut.&lt;span style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Enjoy!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align=&quot;center&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/tkdakenseithumb.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Hotness behind the cut.&quot;&gt;&lt;div align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp; *swoon*&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/wallpapers/tkdakensei8x6.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m struggling with linking..so here&apos;s the address for the 1024 x 768 version.&amp;nbsp; Because bigger is better.&amp;nbsp; =)&amp;nbsp; &lt;a href=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/wallpapers/tkdakensei.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#008080&quot;&gt;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/wallpapers/tkdakensei.jpg&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;===============================================================================================&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>The Exciters &quot;Tell Him&quot;</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">The Exciters &quot;Tell Him&quot;</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 16:36:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Soundtrack of my Life (Concerts I&apos;ve attended)</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/etc/musiccc.gif&quot; /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Behold my life as a rockerbaby...I LOVE going to concerts. I&apos;ve been to so many that I&apos;ve actually lost count by this point. &amp;nbsp; But I thought it would be fun to put up a list of the concerts I&apos;ve seen. (Well, not all of them...just the one&apos;s that I can think of right now.)&amp;nbsp; To add an extra touch...I&apos;ll write my favorite concerts in &lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;green&lt;/span&gt;. &amp;nbsp; I&apos;ll be kind and not note which bands sucked live...and while I&apos;m on the topic of crappy bands... some of the one&apos;s listed below are NOT cool anymore.&amp;nbsp; Times change, old ticket stubs don&apos;t. &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://x.myspace.com/images/blog/smileys/weird.gif&quot; /&gt; Also, feel free to stop by and check this blog over and over again...I&apos;ll keep editing in new bands each time I see a new show. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Concerts behind the cut.&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;Absentstar&lt;br /&gt;Allister&lt;br /&gt;All American Rejects&lt;br /&gt;Amino Acids&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;American Hi-Fi&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Animal Collective&lt;br /&gt;Aqualung &lt;br /&gt;Atomship&lt;br /&gt;Audiovent &lt;br /&gt;Avril Lavigne&lt;br /&gt;The Bangles&lt;br /&gt;Barr&lt;br /&gt;The Bee&apos;s&lt;br /&gt;Beautiful Creatures&lt;br /&gt;Ben Kweller&lt;br /&gt;Better Than Ezra&lt;br /&gt;Big Head Todd and The Monsters&lt;br /&gt;The Big Woo&lt;br /&gt;Blind Melon&lt;br /&gt;Blink 182&lt;br /&gt;Brandi Carlile&lt;br /&gt;Bree Sharp&lt;br /&gt;Bright Eyes&lt;br /&gt;Buckcherry&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Bush&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cary Brothers&lt;br /&gt;Christina Millian&lt;br /&gt;Collective Soul&lt;br /&gt;Cracker&lt;br /&gt;Creed&lt;br /&gt;The Crystal Method&lt;br /&gt;The Damnwells&lt;br /&gt;Dave Pirner&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Dashboard Confessional&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Death Cab For Cutie&lt;br /&gt;Default&lt;br /&gt;Deftones&lt;br /&gt;The Early November&lt;br /&gt;Embrace&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Epic Hero&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Epidemic&lt;br /&gt;Evanescence&lt;br /&gt;Eve 6&lt;br /&gt;Fall Out Boy&lt;br /&gt;The Feeling&lt;br /&gt;Fenix TX&lt;br /&gt;Filter&lt;br /&gt;First Nation&lt;br /&gt;Firehouse&lt;br /&gt;Franz Ferdinand&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;The Fray&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gavin Rossdale&lt;br /&gt;GOB&lt;br /&gt;Godsmack&lt;br /&gt;Good Charlotte&lt;br /&gt;Grayson&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Green Day&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greenwheel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Guster&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;Hanson&lt;br /&gt;The Haves Have It&lt;br /&gt;Hawthorne Heights&lt;br /&gt;Harmony LaBeff&lt;br /&gt;The Honeydogs&lt;br /&gt;Holiday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;The Hopefuls&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Idle Wild&lt;br /&gt;Incubus&lt;br /&gt;I Nine&lt;br /&gt;Institute&lt;br /&gt;Jackson&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Jack&apos;s Mannequin&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jeremy Messersmith&lt;br /&gt;Jerry Cantrell&lt;br /&gt;Johnossi&lt;br /&gt;Josh Homme&lt;br /&gt; Kelly Clarkson&lt;br /&gt;KoRn&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Kula Shaker&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Landon Pigg&lt;br /&gt;Less Than Jake&lt;br /&gt;Lifehouse&lt;br /&gt;Love Hammers&lt;br /&gt;The Magic Numbers&lt;br /&gt;M.anifest&lt;br /&gt;Mat Kearney&lt;br /&gt;Maroon 5&lt;br /&gt;Marvelous 3&lt;br /&gt;Michelle Branch&lt;br /&gt;Missy Higgins&lt;br /&gt;Moby&lt;br /&gt;NeedToBreathe&lt;br /&gt;New Kids on the Block&lt;br /&gt;Nickelback&lt;br /&gt;Nico Vega&lt;br /&gt;Nitty&lt;br /&gt;NSync&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Ok Go&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oleander &lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Our Lady Peace&lt;br /&gt;Panic! At The Disco&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Panoramic Blue&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Pearl Jam&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;Pete Yorn (Actually..I&apos;ve never seen him in concert.&amp;nbsp; But I did go out to breakfast with him once.&amp;nbsp; So I&apos;m counting it here!&amp;nbsp; Because breakfast is way cooler than just a show!)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;The Perishers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 204, 0); background-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Planet Melvin&lt;br /&gt;Puddle of Mudd&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Ray LaMontagne&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Rocco DeLuca &amp;amp; The Burden&lt;br /&gt;Rooney&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryan Cabrerra&lt;br /&gt;Saves the Day&lt;br /&gt;Shades Apart&lt;br /&gt;Shinedown&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;The Shins&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Shout Out Louds&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Silverchair&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Silversun Pickup&apos;s&lt;br /&gt;Silvertide&lt;br /&gt;Simple Plan&lt;br /&gt;The Slats&lt;br /&gt;Smashing Pumpkins&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Snow Patrol&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Staind&lt;br /&gt;Starsailor&lt;br /&gt;The Starting Line&lt;br /&gt;Story of the Year&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;The Strokes&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Sugarcult&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;Tantric&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This World Fair&lt;br /&gt;Thrice&lt;br /&gt;Tim Mahoney&lt;br /&gt;Tracy Bonham&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(51, 204, 0);&quot;&gt;U2&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Veruca Salt&lt;br /&gt;Vicious Vicious&lt;br /&gt;We Are Scientists&lt;br /&gt;White Light Riot&lt;br /&gt;XO XO Jane&lt;br /&gt;Yellowcard&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Youth Group&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;I can assure you, there will be many more to come...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;==================================================================================================&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <category>music</category>
  <lj:music>Hairspray &quot;You Can&apos;t Stop the Beat&quot;</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Hairspray &quot;You Can&apos;t Stop the Beat&quot;</media:title>
  <lj:mood>mischievous</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 16:33:44 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Art?  Or too much bloody time on my hands?</title>
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  <description>&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt; As stated in my profile, I love doing graphic arts.&amp;nbsp; Of all the wallpapers and manips I&apos;ve made, these are the one&apos;s I&apos;m the most proud of.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Art behind the cut.&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;This first one is my absolute favorite.&amp;nbsp; I spent six hours on it, and it was worth every second.&amp;nbsp; It&apos;s a wallpaper I made of the wonderful actor Gale Harold. &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/smilies/smilies/love-smiley-011.gif&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/Gale/mygale800wp.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; =========================================&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; This one is David Anders and Jennifer Garner (&quot;Alias&quot; characters.)&amp;nbsp; Every single picture in it was a manip I created.&amp;nbsp; (So..to anyone not familiar with art terms.. each picture below was made of two separate pictures that I edited together into one. &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://x.myspace.com/images/blog/smileys/thoughtful.gif&quot; /&gt;)&lt;br /&gt; &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/wallpapers/tkdestiny8x6.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; =======================================&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;  This one is of Stacy Jones (the lead singer of the band American Hi-Fi)&lt;br /&gt; &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/wallpapers/stacyjones4.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; ===================================&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;  This is of one of my favorite actors David Anders (See my &quot;Mr. Sark&quot; blog for more on him...)&lt;br /&gt; &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/wallpapers/comicsark800.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; =====================================&lt;br /&gt; Another wallpaper of my favorite muse, David Anders.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/wallpapers/tkdacollage800.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; =================================&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; Some other arts (non wallpaper).&amp;nbsp; This is another manip of David Anders and Jennifer Garner.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v367/toxickarma/euphoria.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; =======================================&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; And yet another David Anders and Jennifer Garner art piece.&amp;nbsp; &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://x.myspace.com/images/blog/smileys/amused.gif&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/wallpapers/sarkneysinging.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/font&gt;                   &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;==================================================================================================</description>
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  <lj:music>Jack&apos;s Mannquin &quot;Holiday From Real&quot;</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Jack&apos;s Mannquin &quot;Holiday From Real&quot;</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 16:29:11 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Poetry...for the reader in a hurry.</title>
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  <description>When asked what defines me in life, I&apos;d have to go with the answer that I am a writer. My specialty is poetry, but I also write a lot of fiction. (In the internet world, I&apos;m most known for the writing the Alias -Sarkney genre- fanfic &quot;Simple Pleasures&quot;)&amp;nbsp; These are a few of the poem&apos;s that I&apos;ve written...(I&apos;ve chosen some of my shortest, because I&apos;m aware that many people don&apos;t enjoy poetry...so these are three tiny ones! &lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/smilies/smilies/muppets/wink.gif&quot; /&gt;) Don&apos;t get any cruel idea&apos;s about stealing these poem&apos;s and claiming you wrote them yourself, I&apos;ve already had them published in several different places, and I own the copyrights on these poems... (I don&apos;t mean to sound like a bitch, but I&apos;ve had problems with people stealing my works in the past...it&apos;s an invasive and horrible feeling.&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/toxkarma/smilies/smilies/muppets/frown.gif&quot; /&gt;) So:&lt;br /&gt; &lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Read it behind the cut&quot;&gt; ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~&lt;br /&gt;  This poem is called:&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Transcendence&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  -----------------&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;I&apos;ve got lust boiling beneath my skin, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;It&apos;s trying to seep out through my pores. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;I don&apos;t really need to feel at all, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Do I? &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;I could dive (or perhaps belly flop) into my subconscious, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;And only come up for air when it&apos;s somber, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;And silent, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;And I will no longer know anyone&apos;s name. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;I could watch as each cell floats away, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Until I am a free white light. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;With no shape, freckles, or birthmarks, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Just a floating euphoria.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;  ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;  And this one is:&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot;&gt;Conversation&apos;s With A Muse&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  --------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot;&gt;One day when the room&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot;&gt;Was just for two,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot;&gt;He told me that&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot;&gt;&quot;Someday we will echo, like screams in a canyon.&quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot;&gt;And I said,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot;&gt;&quot;You&apos;re crazy, for I am but a whisper.&quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot;&gt;And he replied,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot;&gt;&quot;You&apos;re wrong, I hear your voice every moment.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 0);&quot;&gt;    And someday you will sing, when the earth has ruptured its voice box.&quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;  ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;  This one is a bit darker...&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Return Policy&lt;br /&gt; &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(0, 0, 0);&quot;&gt;---------------&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;background-color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(204, 51, 204);&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Scattered thoughts on a paper mache mind torment her and remind her that her abilities are cliche and she has become an obsolete kind.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;She used to have words strung across her eyelids like butterflies in abandoned valley&apos;s, but the sounds have been clipped and she shatters into flakes of color.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;For so long she believed that her inner radiance would carry her through it all,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Into a place of serenity and transcendence,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;But now she realizes that at the core she is simple, and the weak do not inherit the earth.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;She stumbles through it searching for rays of connection and accomplishment, yet finds only shame and humiliation.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;She could enforce her body&apos;s return policy, but inflation destroyed her price range.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;She used to see herself in vivid hues, with others that took warmth in her glow. Now she suffocates when looking in mirrors, and only sees scenarios for those who have no concept of who she could truly be.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Blotchy skin where there once was muscle. She realizes she&apos;s eaten her entire former self in body fat.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Still she is not full.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;She used to crave invisibility, now realizes she&apos;s obtained it, along with a fleeting glance of revulsion.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;She misses being seen.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;/span&gt; ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~&lt;/div&gt;==================================================================================================</description>
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